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sorry mom, sorry god [28 Dec 2008|04:51pm]
I've created a (photo)blog, because I don't have enough stupid internet things. And also because I am frankly, really bored of lj, though it serves it's occasional purposes, and I do REALLY, honestly try and keep up with my friends ljs, because for many of you, it's the only way I ever know what's going on in your life!
So subscribe to my blog! Or don't. It probably won't be that interesting, and it will only be pictures that are already on my flickr. The only reason for it is so that I can still bore the interwebs with my internal dialogue, as well as post bigger sizes of my pictures on a black background. Great, huh?

here it is! http://cpg-photo.blogspot.com/

ps- is my header too fucking huge?? I have a dell with a funny screen ratio and it makes everything look smaller.
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idiocy, party of one [14 Dec 2008|10:23pm]
i have learned that long hot showers and endless hours of tv-watching does not cure one of the humiliation that comes from being a drunk asshole.

oh well, hopefully chocolate, three hot meals a day and my mother tucking me in at night will!
I fucking love Christmas you guys!
There is so much snow outside, it's awesome.

Also I am amazing. A whole bottle of wine and heals and i can still walk home at 3 in the morning without falling down. Joy to the world.
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[26 Nov 2008|09:53am]
My new hero: Townes Van Zandt

you should read his wikipedia page
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fun facts fact file [12 Nov 2008|11:05pm]
soooo I haven't undated this thing in about one million years because i pretty much got over eljay. I read your entries from time to time, but Im way more into flickr these days. Mainly because I like my pictures better then the dribble that comes out of my mouth in the form of words. See what I mean?

but whatever procrastination-nation time is upon us so here we go with random stuff:


this is my new Yashica LM medium format camera. It is the most beautiful thing I own now that my bike has been stolen, even though it's been replaced I totally miss it to death and plan to get it tattooed onto my arm or whatever.
Back to the Yashica, I finished the first roll yesterday, wont get the results back untill friday morning and i PRAY TO GOD that it actually worked! I don't see why it shouldn't be goddamn I am so excited to see!

Other then that I am pretty much a giant quivering ball of stress & anxiety these days, what with the being in 3rd year and still being demented enough to take 5 courses. 4 of which are studio, all 5 of which are 4 hours long. All I dream about these days are horrible nightmares about how I suck at school work and I will never get anything done on time. Like this morning, I had a dream that I was running around to every closet in our apartment (including ones that don't actually exist in our apartment) and trying to re-roll the roll of 120 film from the Yashica without getting any light leaks. the only problem was that none of the doors closed because an overgrowth of PLANTS was in the way (what the fuck?). then the dream ended by emily standing in my hall way, me still in a closet, asking me where my lamp was for Martin's class, it's due today! But emily martin's class is on thursday! it is thursday catherine.... WHAT NO ITS NOT! AND YOU AREN'T EVEN IN THAT CLASS! OMG
doom death etc. how very boring for everyone who just read that, sorry guysss

in other news today my good looks were OUT OF CONTROLLL. My outfit was like DAMN GIRL and my hair was just the right amount of pooffy and wavy. damn. The only problem is that you never see the person you hope spends parts of their day picturing you naked on days like that, you just see them when you look like a bag lady and your sweet, sweet ass is covered by an oversized marlboro racing team tshirt and you're like hung over or something.

in other newz i am majorly throat-pain ill and have eaten like about twelve hundred cough drop too many and feel all dopey and retarded. they make the inside of my mouth feel all soft, smooth and numb. yam yam.


this entry brought to you by me avoiding real work
peace out brothaz
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RIP [03 Sep 2008|02:44pm]
[ mood | depressed ]



Today I went out to fix my bike chain, and found my handlebars had been stolen from me. I cannot tell you the pain I feel. I cried like a fucking baby. I've owned this bike since the tender age of 15, nearly 5 years, and it has been by my side ever since. It was my most precious possession and my dear baby. I rode it all summer long, everyday I was in montreal and every opportunity I got while at camp. It had become my main source of transportation and one of my greatest joys, I took it everywhere and adored the freedom of being able to go out and come home whenever I could, not being tied down by the closing of the metro or strapped for cash to take a fucking taxi.
I am so depressed I can't even deal with it. Im not a very materialistic person but I had gotten so emotionally attached to my bike, it was my baby!!! Though it hasn't been stolen completely, it feels like the same thing! Everytime I parked that thing I lay my hands upon the handlebars in a soft caress!!! MY LOVE YOU HAVE LEFT ME.
Some people may not understand, but I feel empty :(

RIP

RIP handlebars, you have served me well and I have loved you dearly.

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I am BORED of the tinternets [21 Jun 2008|09:23pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

... Which could not come at a better time because tomorrow I leave for camp! I will pretty much be gone for two months, excluding the two and a half days increments every two weeks. Im super excited, though extremely broke. Im really looking forward to that first paycheck, lemme tell you!

now Im going to upload a bunch of pictures on you, weee! Most of them are from Montreal, a couple are leftover from England.



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more at my flickr
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ENGLAND : PART II [03 Jun 2008|08:29pm]


baaaaaaaaaaaaahCollapse )

flickrflickrflickr
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i've moved too many times [30 May 2008|02:41am]
I still get confused about which side of the room my bed is on when I wake up, or picture the outside of my windows as the outside of my windows of my last apartment. I forget where the bedroom door is and which side of the house I'm on.
Maybe thats just because I stay up too late, though.
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ENGLAND : PART I [17 May 2008|05:48pm]
England o8
not in chronological order (they're not all that huge btw)Collapse )
In short, it was a beautiful trip. I am in love with England, its beautiful country side, its people, its funny weather, and on and on I could go. It was a long trip and I didn't do much then walk a lot and take lots of pictures (my uncle gave me an old Pentax ME super; and Im in love) drink lots of tea & ale. We were really lucky with the weather, it was beautiful and really warm and sunny almost every day, until we got to London, haha!
Also, my Flickr accoutn has reached 200 pictures and now I cant post anymore! ARG this is really annoying and slightly evil. I would pay for a pro account but I dont have a credit card!
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I LOVE GOLLD [11 Apr 2007|07:17pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

AND I MAKE LOTS OF IT FROM THE RECORDS I SOLLLLD


Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket


I bought these off Catou today for 75 dollahz, half of original price.
SPRAY PAINTED GOLD AIR FORCE 1S
BOW DOWN BEFORE ME FOR I AM YOUR QUEEEN

today was my last class of my first year of university. i only have a drawing portfolio to hand in next week, everything else is DONE.
I have no idea how I feel about this. I have a horrible feeling Im going to fail everything.
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HOLY FUCKING SHIT [05 Feb 2007|07:37pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

http://www.spin.com/features/news/2006/06/060627_artbrut/

I AM QUOTED IN A SPIN ARTICLE ABOUT ART BRUT, YEAH THATS FUCKING RIGHT. HUH. SO WHAT IF IT MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE BEEN RANDOM SELECTION I STILL FUCKING SIGNED THAT SHIT AND GOT QUOTED. OHHH MAN THIS FUCKING ROCKS.

I think thats about as famous I get for the moment in time but DAMN THATS ALL I NEED.

ok so I'm done gloating!

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[18 Dec 2006|11:29pm]
I am tired of this fucking shit.

and WHERE IS THE FUCKING SNOW. THE ONLY GOOD PART ABOUT LIVING IN FUCKING CANADA IS BEING ABLE TO BRAG ABOUT HAVING A FUCKING WHITE CHRISTMAS SO WHERE THE FUCK IS THE FUCKING SNOW.
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sippin on gin and juiceee [01 Nov 2006|04:42am]
broken social scene sound even more amazing when you are drunk
GO LISTEN TO THEM DRUNK NOW. DO IT. NOW NOW NOW.


you know what is sad the major difference between sober me and drunk me are hand eye coordination, otherwise everthing that comes out of my mouth is pretty much the same. maybe i should consider censoring myself.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN AND ALL THAT SHIT DAWG. TODAY I DID AN ORAL PRESENTATION IN FRONT OF 80 PERSONS, SWEET SHIT.
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[03 Apr 2006|02:21am]
CAN SOME ONE PLZZZ TELL ME WHY THERE IS A CRIBS SONG (MARTEL!!!!!!!) IN A TELUS COMMERCIAL!?

HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN????!?
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AM I IMGINING THINGS/!??!?! IS THIS REALL!??23LKQJKLFDA;FHJLKE [27 Mar 2006|08:30pm]
OMGFAJSKHW

Dear Ms. Gibbard,

I am pleased to advise you that you have been granted admission to Concordia University. Your program choices have been carefully considered and you have been admitted to:


Bachelor of Fine Arts (E.C.P.)
Major Design



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dwnlddddddd [11 Mar 2006|11:46am]
[ mood | anxious ]

I need you people's advice on what Downloading Programs you use, I NEED one and I can't decide which one I want to download.

Thank you in advance!

ps. sorry I never update, I have no time to live anyway.

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brb. [30 Jan 2006|09:46pm]
Ok. So basically I have no time to have a life anymore, I have piles of over-due homework AND three portfolios do finish in less then a month. Im like freaking out because I don't have enough time to do both, so I've had to put importance on the art and am completely neglecting school work, which... is bad. Because I don't REALLY want to fail grade 12!
GOD I envy everyone who have nothing to do but apply and just WAIT. Whatever though, Im so excited about university that its totally going to be worth it.

SO basically all this to say taht I am taking a "hiatus" of sorts untill the end of March when Portfolios and IB are done.

I will most likely still check my friends list other wise I will start missing you guys too much! ♥

etcCollapse )

ps. hello! You all suck for not answering this! C'MON.
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PROCRASTINATION [19 Jan 2006|07:00pm]
[ mood | DOOM ]

today it rained and hailed and snowed all at once, and I fell in a puddle when running to catch the bus.

I will now proceed to copy Glop and ask you to tell me what you think about me, dammit!

Tell me what you really think of me. Or, alternatively, if you have no strong opinions regarding me, tell me what you think of someone else, something you've been wanting to get off your chest, anything.

Anonymous, not anonymous, WEVA. Comments are screeened

(I feel like I am dying under a pile of work that I am too useless to try and complete.)

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[09 Nov 2005|05:45pm]
[ mood | as if they don't have bitter ]

SHIT GUYS, HELP ANDREW KENDALL!!!

omg this is so sad :*( poor Andrew. (and wtf I know a lot of you think you are too cool to care about Andrew Kendall but I know deep down you want him to get his camera back as soon as possible so he can keep photographing your many favourite bands. So stfu.)
although, this is a great excuse to buy prints to plaster my walls with.

In other news, I have an extra long weekend. FIVE DAY WEEKEND OV DOOM. Tommorow I am leaving for Montreal with my mum and Marisha untill saturday, I hope it doesn't rain much. My mum and 4 of her freinds + me and Marisha are having a ladies weekend. Marisha and I will faff around Montreal and act stupid and my mum and her friends will go shopping and gossip. Or summat like that.

This is me whining:


  • Art Brut will be in Toronto THIS WEEKEND but I will be in Montreal, and won't be able to see them! this saddens me beyond belief. I fucking adore Art Brut. Seeing them in London this summer was pretty much the best thing ever. Who is going to this!? anyone?
  • but as sad as I am about Art Brut, what is worse is that apparently THE CRIBS will be in Toronto. The Cribs. The-mother-fucking-Cribs will be in Toronto. And it's 19 plus. and I'm not 19. And I've been waiting for at least two years for this. They are srsly my favourite band ever. I like them more then all the crazed libz fans like Carl Barât. They are pretty much my Libertines. Just... not as gay? With each other at least. And what? apparently the gig is cancelled? I'm so confused. I don't know, ticketmaster is such a dodgy website. SO BASICALLY wtf all chance of seeing them is like non-existent. As if them being in the US while I was over in England wasn't bad enough.


ENOUGH of bad things.

This is my new favourite corner of my house it's cleaner then my bedroomCollapse )

ps- we have mice running around my house. They're really small and cute!
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sadjklfh aAJKSDLF ASKLJFHASKJLDFHA omgdead [27 May 2005|10:41pm]
[ mood | STAR WARS ]

I just saw Star Wars Episode III


I am dead. I cried for the entire last half of the movie (so basically for like an hour). Non-stop. I BAWLED at the "I LOVED YOU". ajksdlf oaskjkdflhdas asdjkfha

I am incapable of speaking.

the end.

I will probably talk about this properly like a real human being eventually.

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